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Saturday, July 04, 2009

CHINESE ORAL WAS PIECE OF SHITTTTTTT.
I freaking screwed it up. and i m so bitter about it.
like we all knew at the back of our minds that youth olympics is likely to come out this year, but didnt want to study it. having a very disrespectful and unprofessional examiner does not help at all.

all right, its over, just pray that it actually wasnt as bad la, i guess.

i think the best thing i ve done today was to open blogger after a month? second was to sign in msn. third was youtube. fouth is facebook. because i studied the whole day, and man, it sucks, you know.

i still really really want my A1 for chineseeeeeeeee, how?
i ll just leave it to Him:)

Have no anxiety in anything, but everything in prayer and petition. With thanksgiving, let your request be known to God. And the peace of God, which transends all understanding, will keep your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus.

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

i opened blogger for the first time in god knows how long already, and since i got a facebook. i think i ll delete this blog in a matter of time only.

so this is supposedly the third week of june hold but sec 4s like me have to go back to school for 3 weeks. for extra lessons and study camp(third week). ok. o levels. depressing.

i want to paint my finger nails but i have school. i want to paint my toe nails but my nails are chipping off and its better if i dont. haha. well, ok. i should stop buying nail polish already. stop, ok, stop! not like i have a lot of time to paint nails right? theyll probably dry out before i use some of them.

ok, studystudystudy!!!

Thursday, June 04, 2009

i have been blogging a lot less ever since i ve got facebook. heehee/ anyway, its the june holidays but nothing to rejoice, because sec 4s have to go for supplementary for two weeks, and study camp girls 3. i m super tired. and to make things worse, piano later.

on a happier note, chinese o levels are over!!!the paper was ok, quite do-able, actually.
that morning me, dan, chels, nic, and char sat in a circle to pray and it really helped me regain my tranquality in Him. and after the paper, haha so funny! i called my mom.
me: hello, mummy, i just finished my paper!
Mom: uh-huh, how was it? can get A1 not?
me: CANCANCAN! *went on and on abt the paper.*

me: mummy, can i go out with my friends? (when i was already at the PS bus stop)
mom: dont you have study camp?!!!!

and she wet on scolding me for going out before getting her permission. yes i m quite scared of my mom.

ok, so me chels nic and some barker kids watched terminator salvation at gv. its definitely not my type of movie. too noisy and animated. and sci-fi just bores me out.
went to taka with chels and nic joined later, and i m really tired now.
ok, i m going for piano:(

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

so for the past week, i actually had 4 inspirational talks by various people.
1. Mrs Jean Chan before we left school
2. National young women leaders day
3. Nicole's dad while fetching me home after amelia's party
4. Miss Beh on the bus today

Therefore, i know i can do it. yes. just have to not think about anything but _points.

amelias party was hahaha! we went to OCH(old changi hospital) at 10+? but didnt see anything(at least for me). not very scary. oh no, nows not the time to elaborate on the party... chinese o levels on monday! todays tues right!

oh ya, why do i need to like a guy at all!

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

hahah, i have no idea why she scolded me, other than her being the hod for _____.
"you fail ______, you cannot go JC, cannot go poly, cannot go ITE, just get married!" (its not nice to laugh, munling, when people are scolding you) i supressed my laughter.

but on a more serious note, i shall obey her and do my tys for an hour every study camp and "give it to my teacher or (i) cannot go home". *nods*

Friday, May 15, 2009

sigh, when was the last time i updated? i used to blog almost everyday and my posts become so boring that i talk about what lessons i have in school. now i ve seriously cut down on my blogging (thanks to facebook, not studying, haha.) and feel like shutting down this blog, somehow. but no la, i dont think so.

so today is friday!
usually i ll paint my nails on friday nights, but tmr i m going to school :(
i was gg to the staff room to submit my overdue files (stupid ___ wants to check all our files) and bumped into miss beh. she called me by my chinese name in full and asked me to go to school for remedial tmr. what a sad life i have! was planning to go out, now i have to go school, go home to change then go out. :( i even asked charlotte what colour this weekend during reccess ok!

i scream for a massage!

Sunday, May 10, 2009

i m really high today!!!
OMG.

ok, service ytd was really good/fun/cool.
the pastor wanted us to each have a piece of paper and go around and mingle and get people to write POSITIVE stuff about us. so yupp. at the end of it everyone was "puffed up" and flattered. oh and sth really funny happened. cos we were going around and there was this (fat)guy (oops) sitting down on the second row alone looking grumpy so i asked him if i could write sth for him cos i felt like being nice and friendly. so he shoved me his paper and i gave him mine polietely. then he wrote on my paper for like a few seconds while i THOUGHT REALLYREALLYREALLY HARD ABOUT WHAT TO WRITE FOR HIM!!! AHAHAHAHAHA!!! and when he was done and shoving my paper back at me, i was like staring at him, going to laugh!!! i still didnt know what to write. in the end i think i just wrote sth like nice shirt(when he was wearing a white singlet). cant rmb. so nuch for wanting to be nice and friendly. hahaha.

i think its retribution. for being mean to ______.

well, happy birthday!
:)